Lousiest Mother Ever!

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I don't a wonderful mother since my childhood. She never set up a good example for me and my siblings. Mom has a mental illness of a hoariness. I don't think she is a positive person. She often imagines with many "what if" in her mind! Ugh! Really annoyed! I think she isn't deceived to be a mother for us because we don't need that kind of a mother. Mother always chose work over spending time with her children for a memory. She even doesn't bother to learn the American Sign Language for me and my sake. She thinks it is hard both English and ASL. What!? What the hell she talks about!? I learn both languages at the same time since I was about 6 years old! I never complain about it! I never ask Mom and Dad to give me a life! I just wish they could abandon me for a better family once they found out that I was Deaf. If I want to be a mother, I want to be better than my own mother! I really don't want to be like her with these negativities. I always wish to have a better parent! No child should go through with a lousiest parent!

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