still no boyfriend

I have been single for a long time. The last boyfriend I had was five years ago. It was a very short date even though we didn't have a first date. I remember he cancelled a date with me because he didn't have enough money. I decided to review our text messages on my phone. I noticed that our conversations were often short and long-delay contact. That was when I decided to break up with him via text. I didn't feel a connection with him after meeting him a few times even though he was really handsome. He didn't contact me at all after.

Since last year, I had paid some psychics for a soulmate reading via Etsy. Some of them said I would meet him in July, which is the last month. I waited for him to come to me, yet it never happens. I was disappointed and sad. Now, it is August... I even wonder if I will meet him this month. I will be 35 this December. I feel it is kind of late for me. I'm not a very socializing person. I am always an introvert and will be. I did make a blog in the past about my fear of marrying the wrong person, where I would have to divorce later. I really want to make sure that I date and marry the right person who I would consider my soulmate. Ugh... I truly don't know how long I have to wait to meet him. I literally have enough with the loneliness I have had for many years. Well... My fingers cross...!