I am sad that I don't have a lot of friends I used before.

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I was happy to have many friends when I was still a student in my middle and high schools. Since I started my community college, I didn't make new friends and at the same time, I also started to lose friends. It has been 10 years since I graduated from college. Then, the COVID-19 pandemic started in 2020, I realized that I cannot see my good friends during that time. I have become lonelier than ever. I literally have only one friend right now. I feel hurt, sometimes. I simply don't know what to do with myself when I have almost no friends.

I do have pen pals, but I have not met any of them in person yet. Maybe I can meet one of them in person one day so that I could consider her my good friend.

I even don't have a best friend for a long time. I would imagine that she would contact me via texting or online and see if I had any free time. Someone who would care about me as much as I care about her. I want that kind of friendship.

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