I'm sad that no one in the family knows me well.

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I rarely argue with a family member over something petty. When it comes to mealtime, no one in the family knows me well even though they know I am a very picky eater. I know the members a little bit. I don't know how much they know about me and my favorite foods. The siblings suppose to know their brothers and sisters a little better, right? I know my family somewhat.

Oldest brother - like the vegetables over fruits, not a chore person, somewhat a handyman, loves little fishes
Older brother - want to know in 24 hours before if there is an upcoming family event, loves basketball, likes to work out regularly
First oldest sister - likes to brag that she is rich because she is a restaurant owner, so control on her husband, loves a hotpot, loves to buy luxurious items
Second oldest sister- Likes a mango with cream, like to buy a luxurious handbag
First older sister - somewhat tyranny on her husband, so-so in ASL, lousy interpreter, loves being skinny, crazy about Asian drama TV shows
Second older sister - little loose on her three sons, loves coupons, likes to play a game to earn a prize
Mom- the mild hoarder, not the best cooker at home, loves gardening, not a fan of pets, no sense in fashions and cosmetics
Dad (passed away) - smoked and drank beers all the time, slept all the day, bought useless things, likes his TV being on while he slept, never worked since moving to the USA

I know myself as well.
Loves anime and mangas, watch TV/movies, scrapbook, cardmaking, loves pets, nap in afternoons, read a book, very loner, severely picky eater, love shopping, love cute things

I would like to become a mother one day. With the mother duty, I should know my children's likes and dislikes well. I might encourage my kids to do something if necessary. I always wanted to be a good mother to my little people who would look up to me as their role model, which I never have.

I am really sad that they don't know me that well. I wish to reborn as an animal, so I don't have to deal with dramatic people. 

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