My friendship from school don't last long.

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I used to have many friends in my school. Maybe I picked the wrong people to be my friends. I never learned to choose a true friend. I used to think I have a best friend, but she didn't really consider me as her best friend. I don't have had a new best friend for a long time. I thought my friendship with them would be good long-term, yet it truly didn't. That's why I stay a loner for many years. I simply don't know which person is willing to be there for me as a good friend. I will never ask for her loyalty. I guess I have a little trust issue. I even don't need a backstabber at all. I know that I really don't want a toxic friend. Right now, nope of any friend has been contacting me for chatting or asking me to hang out. I'm aware that the loneliness hurts me a little from time to time. Looks like I don't have a good judgment on people. I learn a lot from this mistake.

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