Nap and Dream

I always like the back to school season because a store has many cute school supplies and an adorable backpack! Although I am not really a fan of learning, I did enjoy to chat with my friends during the breaks. I miss them, yet I only have few friends now. I work at a retail store, and every year, the b2s season comes, I always see many cute school supplies. I dream that I want to come back to my school with these things I like. At my school years, I can't afford them because I didn't have a job. Only an allowance I could get from my family. I think my future children would be lucky that I I had to buy their stuff. What is a point for me to go back to a school? I'm in my early 30's.

I have been living for a little over 30 years. I am unable to find happiness or joy because I am single for a long time. I feel that my existence is meaningless. I feel like I want to be dead, sometimes. I often dream of what I want my life would look like. While I am alive, I feel like I have a pointless life, which suffocates me, sometimes. I have had some good and bad experiences in encountering. I am lonely at most for many years. I try to find a happiness for myself. 

I bought a Motorola Edge 2021 from its website to replace my Nokia 7.1 last week. Then, I got the new one this morning. Nokia seems to have an issue with a texting message app. I can't send or receive a text at all. It works on the Motorola Edge now. I use the Nokia for almost 2 1/2 years! That's so ridiculous! Oh, man! I find out that the Motorola Edge can allow me to change the display appearance! I can change the color, font, and icon shape! It is all thank you the Android 12! I can mirror my phone to my TV! The camera offers dual capture, which I use the front and rear cameras at the same time. That is the feature I want to buy. One feature it just doesn't have is a blue light. I want to protect my eyes from the screen. So far, I like my new phone. I hope it can live for more than two years!