Nap and Dream

I enjoy a few things in my free time. I do card making, jigsaw puzzles, crochet, and pen pal. I have many hobby stuff in my bedroom, which doesn't have enough space for it. I have always dreamed to have a craft room or a hobby room. Actually, I want a hobby room for myself. Sometimes, I look at a picture or video of crafters' rooms. I envy them from time to time. I still buy craft products. Most are from We R Memory Keepers. That's my favorite brand name in the craft world! The reason I have a lot of free time is I am a part-timer at a retail store. I am willing to buy a lot of storage items for my crafts. I hope I will get that one day!

I grow up as the only deaf person in a hearing family. I often am struggling in communicating with my family who doesn't sign. I never like limited communication because neither of us can't understand each other. We heavily rely on a smartphone via texting. I always wish that all of them would learn the American sign language for my sake. When I become frustrated, I somewhat like like I get punished for that. Therefore, I avoid the family from becoming close with them. That's why I consider myself a loner in the family. I still blame my parents for not doing differently for my need. Father and Mother were simply too greedy for theirs over mine. They didn't consider my happiness or my needs. Oh, I never complain about learning two languages - English and ASL. I learn both of them almost same time since I was a little kid. I manage to know them just fine. Now... What do I deserve to be wrong for being deaf?

The FitCute Kegel Rejuve by Magic Motion has arrived in the mail today. It is a kegel trainer. I have an issue with bladder control. I am struggling to control the trainer, while it is in my vagina. Later, I finally find a way is to stand. I passed my first training session. I think I will train with it regularly for about two weeks. I want to tell you that the FitCute kegel rejuve is an alternative brand name to the popular one, Elvie, which is costing $199. I will put the link in this post. Both of the products look similar. I hear that Elvie trainer is good, but I just can't afford it. I happen to find an option item for that. FitCute costs me $71.95! If you think you want to restore your pelvic floor to normal, you may use that kegel trainer. Wish you good luck with it! Fitcute Kegel Rejuve | Romantix Elvie Trainer | Smart Pelvic Floor Exerciser and App | Elvie | Elvie

I was happy to have many friends when I was still a student in my middle and high schools. Since I started my community college, I didn't make new friends and at the same time, I also started to lose friends. It has been 10 years since I graduated from college. Then, the COVID-19 pandemic started in 2020, I realized that I cannot see my good friends during that time. I have become lonelier than ever. I literally have only one friend right now. I feel hurt, sometimes. I simply don't know what to do with myself when I have almost no friends. I do have pen pals, but I have not met any of them in person yet. Maybe I can meet one of them in person one day so that I could consider her my good friend. I even don't have a best friend for a long time. I would imagine that she would contact me via texting or online and see if I had any free time. Someone who would care about me as much as I care about her. I want that kind of friendship.