Nap and Dream

I went to the proms twice as a single in 2005 and 2007. I almost had a date in '07, who I know from elementary school. I didn't have a job at the time because I didn't have a driver's license. I didn't have money to buy a formal prom dress. No one in my family willed to buy one for me. I had to buy these dresses (in these pictures) with my money from a department store at a mall. They were under $100. That was all I can afford. I used to dream to have a proper formal gown, but I never had one. When I look at my prom pictures, I don't feel beautiful in myself. I looked... so average. June 2, 2007 June 2005

I have seen some of the videos on YouTube.com that a birthday person is smashed with a cake in a face by a family relative or a friend or a newlywed couple does at a cake-cutting part. You may think it is funny to do that, but it is actually not. That way may hurt one's feelings. The prank isn't always funny, anyways. You get to respect a person's wish. Whoever starts that whole idea is definitely stupid! What is the point to do this way? What is the purpose of a cake to smash in a person's face?

I rarely argue with a family member over something petty. When it comes to mealtime, no one in the family knows me well even though they know I am a very picky eater. I know the members a little bit. I don't know how much they know about me and my favorite foods. The siblings suppose to know their brothers and sisters a little better, right? I know my family somewhat. Oldest brother - like the vegetables over fruits, not a chore person, somewhat a handyman, loves little fishes Older brother - want to know in 24 hours before if there is an upcoming family event, loves basketball, likes to work out regularly First oldest sister - likes to brag that she is rich because she is a restaurant owner, so control on her husband, loves a hotpot, loves to buy luxurious items Second oldest sister- Likes a mango with cream, like to buy a luxurious handbag First older sister - somewhat tyranny on her husband, so-so in ASL, lousy interpreter, loves being skinny, crazy about Asian drama TV shows Se...

Ugh, I always hate headaches! I get it at a random time! I am unable to have peace when I watch the TV or at my computer! Almost around the head is in the ache. I know medicine will not work on me. I simply don't know how to stop it. I want to be cured. It has been going on for years. Sleeping is my only treatment to stop that.