Still single... Probably give up on my dream to build a life with a person I love
Still nothing has happened. I'm 36 1/2 years old now. I dream about finding my soulmate from time to time. I think about my age, and I might will give up on building a life with him. It meant I will not have a child at all. I have 11 nieces and nephews already. Having a child is not required for an individual or a couple. I still remember the dream showed me that I will be lonely in a house as I watch a TV show/movie on a DVD. Even though I torture with the loneliness, I still dislike it. Maybe I can't have a happy life. I wish I could see my future. If I happen to find him later, I think I don't mind staying as a childless couple due to my late age. Just two of us is all right with me.