Nap and Dream

Recently, one of my friends lost her child to the seizure. Her son was a special need. No parent should lose their child nor should the child. She is in grief badly. I feel horrible for her! I would also be afraid to lose my child to whatever! I even cannot imagine that it ever happened to me! I would never know how long the child will live! It is kind of scary to know the unexpected event. I simply wish for the kid to be happy with the family.

I always hate the period that interrupt my night sleeping! Recently, I had the period cramp that going on for about two nights! I had to use the heat pad on me! My lower back also was in pain. Ugh! I just wish the men should have the periods, so they could be pregnant if the women are infertility! The pill helped somewhat. Well, sometimes, my periods can be petty when I don't feel the pain in me. Sometimes, I wish I would not have the period at all. I never have used a birth control before, so I prefer to allow it flow naturally. Which it meant I must torture the pain from the periods. Why me!?