Nap and Dream

I recently ordered some sealing wax stamp heads and a melting spoon. The package had splinted into two parts. One of them had arrived after I waited for about one week. However, the melting spoon is still not arriving! I have been waiting for over seven days! Ugh! What is wrong with it!? I am considering to buy another melting spoon on a different online shop like Amazon or Etsy. I don't think I will make other orders from Temu next time. I hate my order is coming from a foreign country! Get it from USA where I live is easier. 

I have been dreaming of having a nice house on the corner. I want to build a beautiful garden, so that I can save money on food. Not only that, but I also want to have my friends coming over to my house. They can park around the curb by the house, where it has a plenty of space. I would like to remodel the house to suit my likeness. I want to be happy with a wonderful husband and cute children. 

I don't have a guide or a mentor who I could look up to a role model. My life is full of trials and errors. I often wish I could undo my mistakes. No one has noticed me, asked me what is wrong, and gave me advice. I have to learn from the mistakes I made. Man, my life is simply hard!

Sometime, I wonder why some people allow themselves to become obese. They don't even do execrise for years. One thing they don't realize is obesity can take their freedom of motion away. Becoming fat may be easy, yet it is still dangerous. I have little fat in my belly because I'm not good at a workout due to the lack of stamina. I could do a light exercise for a minute or few. If a person is lazy, someone should have encouraged him to do some exercises for his own health. Or be a workout buddy. They should not eat greasy foods all the time. A healthy fruit and vegetable should do a job.